That feeling that no one understands you or what you’re going through. That no matter what, you just can’t come across that person who sees what you see. That person who understands why you are the way you are. I’ve been feeling alone more than ever the past few months. Maybe even longer than that, it was just never apparent to me until I realized how I was behaving. It’s a silly thing to feel alone when you’re surrounded by people who love you, people who would do anything for you. But I feel that way. Like no matter what I do or who I tell about this emotion it just never goes away. It’s not even that I feel like I’m missing a part of myself - I don’t know what I’m missing. I feel like I am a certain way, and I just want someone to see that I am who I am and accept me for it. It’s worse than “teen angst.” It’s worse than feeling like no one understands or feels what you’re going through because at this point, they really don’t. It’s feeling like no matter what you do for people, or how much you care about them, they’ll always leave or they just don’t care about you. They write you off. Or you express true emotion and try to do what they want you to and it’s not enough for them. It shouldn’t even matter what people think, but when you’re constantly built up and thrown back down, it’s hard not to care… -Jade, 7:04 am
(Source: fuckyoupaymeiswhatitoldthebitch)
oh he mad
